Sunday, April 18, 2010

Endless rants of the same topic

ok… my mom will not shut up… we have this semi- new priest at our church: Perry Chuipka

has anybody ever pointed out to her that nobody is perfect- he might make a small mistake here and a small mistake there but really- he isn’t actually hurting anyone other than maybe my mom’s pride. for instance when he appointed joyce for synod delegate- she goes on and on about how it was supposed to be a vote- get over it- its not like synod is that exciting anyway.

and even if you ARE going to rant about it- rant about it ONCE and ONLY ONCE- i dont need to listen to the same rant of 5 different occasions within a span of a couple months

so here it is: pride is hurt- rant- get over it…. end of chain

and you won’t even say anything to him anyway- the couple incidences that you claim to have- i don’t believe you actually tried- therefore thinking you have the right to rant again because he didn’t listen- GROW THE F*** UP!!!!

Friday, April 16, 2010

I understand…

No… no you fucking don’t. All psychiatrists are the same: your forced to go to them in the first place, your forced to tell them something, and then they’re like “uh huh uh huh, i understand”

NO YOU FUCKING DONT

quite obviously by your profession and success you do not have a fucked up head- have you gone through my exact situation when you were my age- have you- HAVE YOU!!!!

and even if you have- did you grow up the same way i did- exact same people- exact situations- no ya probably didnt

im one of those people who believe to a certain extent that situations in life can shape your thinking

but at the same time- i am my own person, and there is no way in hell, that even if you were faced with all the exact situations that i was that you would react the same way to it every time- therefore making it absolutely fucking impossible for you to understand- your not me- you don’t understand- and when faced with mental delusions- the last thing i would want my psyciatrist to do is understand them- dont that mean ur fucked up too

so just fuck off

Sorry again

Sorry guys I haven’t been blogging for a while- not that it matters; no one reads this anyway

I’ve been preoccupied of late battling- well lets just say battling something. I cannot believe my roommate- she friggin bitches at me for ordering a freakin pizza- like “all i ever see you eat is pizza, popcorn, and macaroni”

well im sorry i didn’t realize it was your fucking business

nevermind the fact that had she cared to look in the fridge: oh look my leftovers from a couple nights ago: pasta, steamed veggies, cheese sauce, and crescent rolls

as if i wasn’t messed up enough as it is she has to go bringing my eating abnormalities into light

MYOB- that is all i have to say