IT IS 06:30, WAKE UP.
FUCK MY LIFE!
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SLOWLY REALISE I HAVE A FIELD TRIP AT 0800, GET UP… SHOWER, GET DRESSED, CAPTAIN CRUNCH, SHOES, BACKPACK W CLIPBOARD, WALK TO PARKING LOT B, GET ON CORRECT BUS, LOOK DEPRESSED STARING OUT WINDOW UNTIL ARRIVAL OF DESTINATION, HAZILY MAKE MY WAY THROUGH FIELD TRIP LEARNING SOMETHING- HOPEFULLY, GET BACK ON BUS, GO BACK TO SCHOOL STARING OUT WINDOW LOOKING DEPRESSED, LOOK DEPRESSED IN LOUNGE FOR 2 HOURS WHILE DELIBERATELY NOT EATING ANYTHING, GO TO COMM34, GO HOME AFTER MAKING IT THROUGH A HORRIBLY BORING SEMINAR, SLEEP AWAY IN MY DEPRESSION… CAN I DIE YET?