Endless rants of the same topic

ok… my mom will not shut up… we have this semi- new priest at our church: Perry Chuipka

has anybody ever pointed out to her that nobody is perfect- he might make a small mistake here and a small mistake there but really- he isn’t actually hurting anyone other than maybe my mom’s pride. for instance when he appointed joyce for synod delegate- she goes on and on about how it was supposed to be a vote- get over it- its not like synod is that exciting anyway.

and even if you ARE going to rant about it- rant about it ONCE and ONLY ONCE- i dont need to listen to the same rant of 5 different occasions within a span of a couple months

so here it is: pride is hurt- rant- get over it…. end of chain

and you won’t even say anything to him anyway- the couple incidences that you claim to have- i don’t believe you actually tried- therefore thinking you have the right to rant again because he didn’t listen- GROW THE F*** UP!!!!

I understand…

No… no you fucking don’t. All psychiatrists are the same: your forced to go to them in the first place, your forced to tell them something, and then they’re like “uh huh uh huh, i understand”

NO YOU FUCKING DONT

quite obviously by your profession and success you do not have a fucked up head- have you gone through my exact situation when you were my age- have you- HAVE YOU!!!!

and even if you have- did you grow up the same way i did- exact same people- exact situations- no ya probably didnt

im one of those people who believe to a certain extent that situations in life can shape your thinking

but at the same time- i am my own person, and there is no way in hell, that even if you were faced with all the exact situations that i was that you would react the same way to it every time- therefore making it absolutely fucking impossible for you to understand- your not me- you don’t understand- and when faced with mental delusions- the last thing i would want my psyciatrist to do is understand them- dont that mean ur fucked up too

so just fuck off

Sorry again

Sorry guys I haven’t been blogging for a while- not that it matters; no one reads this anyway

I’ve been preoccupied of late battling- well lets just say battling something. I cannot believe my roommate- she friggin bitches at me for ordering a freakin pizza- like “all i ever see you eat is pizza, popcorn, and macaroni”

well im sorry i didn’t realize it was your fucking business

nevermind the fact that had she cared to look in the fridge: oh look my leftovers from a couple nights ago: pasta, steamed veggies, cheese sauce, and crescent rolls

as if i wasn’t messed up enough as it is she has to go bringing my eating abnormalities into light

MYOB- that is all i have to say

A day in the life of…

IT IS 06:30, WAKE UP.

FUCK MY LIFE!

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SLOWLY REALISE I HAVE A FIELD TRIP AT 0800, GET UP… SHOWER, GET DRESSED, CAPTAIN CRUNCH, SHOES, BACKPACK W CLIPBOARD, WALK TO PARKING LOT B, GET ON CORRECT BUS, LOOK DEPRESSED STARING OUT WINDOW UNTIL ARRIVAL OF DESTINATION, HAZILY MAKE MY WAY THROUGH FIELD TRIP LEARNING SOMETHING- HOPEFULLY, GET BACK ON BUS, GO BACK TO SCHOOL STARING OUT WINDOW LOOKING DEPRESSED, LOOK DEPRESSED IN LOUNGE FOR 2 HOURS WHILE DELIBERATELY NOT EATING ANYTHING, GO TO COMM34, GO HOME AFTER MAKING IT THROUGH A HORRIBLY BORING SEMINAR, SLEEP AWAY IN MY DEPRESSION… CAN I DIE YET?

Sorry! :D

Ya, haven’t written in a while have I? Mind you, having no followers means that nobody cares…

I came home for reading week, and I was SUPPOSED to go see my friend for a couple days only she forgot that we had made plans… so thats a no… but lasertag on sunday should be fun… then a VERY long Hwy 401 drive back to lindsay and fleming college…

I am really craving a smoothie from booster juice right now… like I’m thinking I might die… what flavor would i get though if i could… probably a funky monkey with some weird herbal booster…

I’m thinking of becoming a vegetarian- mainly because I like tofu… and thats about it… but i figure it will be more of a free range meat only kinda thing…

anyway i’m out of random thoughts and i realise that this post isn’t deep… but maybe it is… maybe i’m making you reflect on the shallowness of humankind… whatever… im out

Studying the Bible… session 2

Gen. 5:21-24

When Enoch had lived sixty five years he became the father of Methuselah. Enoch walked with God after the birth of Methuselah three hundred years, and had other sons and daughters. Thus all the days of Enoch were three hundred sixty five years. Enoch walked with God; then he was no more, because God took him.

It makes me curious, what was so special about Enoch that he got to walk with God? This man, Enoch, lived the shortest life of all his family, shortest by approximately 500- 600 years. He was also the only one to have been mentioned “walking with God” and the only one to have been specifically “taken” by God.

Gen. 5:28-32

This verse is also curious because Lamech lived to be a holy age. To be specific, 777 years. He was also the father of Noah, the man who became known as Noah of the Ark. Noah is the first man to have multiple sons whose names are mentioned since Cain and Abel / Seth. The sons of Noah are: Shem, Ham, and Japheth.

Studying the Bible (NRSV)

This will be the first in a series, I’m going to read the bible and whenever a particular section speaks to me I will write about it here.

Gen.3:22-24

Then the Lord God said, “See, the man has become like one of us, knowing good and evil; and now he might reach out his hand and take also from the tree of life, and eat, and live forever”—therefore the Lord God sent him forth from the garden of Eden, to till the ground from which he was taken. He drove out the man; and at the east of the garden of Eden he placed the cherubim, and a sword flaming and turning to guard the way to the tree of life.

 

Some people claim that humanity lost our immortality when we were drove from the garden of Eden. This I find to be impossible, humanity was never immortal, otherwise God would not have feared us eating of the tree of life, we would not have been driven from the garden. Sure we lost the potential to be immortal, but you cannot lose what you do not have to begin with.